As the days go on.

Here comes the Anxiety again. It seriously just hit me, just when i thought it was gone. I cant sleep, cant eat. I hate this, i hate everything. I seriously have anxiety over the stupidest things. I think about dying the most though. That is the biggest thing i am scared of. Seriously even if i am in a car and we get close to another car, i have too look away or else i will freak out thinking we are going to get in a car wreck. I wake up in the middle of the night just too make sure everyone in my house is breathing. It sounds so freaking dumb but i seriously can not help it. I don't know why i am like this but i hate it.

Today was good i loved hanging out with you. (:

But i never know what your thinking, help me read your mind?