Tell me that you're alright

Stress is the cause of my blogging. I have been so stressed lately. I have three F's and one D. Don't get me wrong its only the end of the nine weeks not semester but still i knew this year was gong to be hard but not this hard. I try so hard to get them up but it seems like it is impossible. I am always doing some kind of work but its never enough. My friends and even teachers have told me how much of a failure i have been this year. I hate it. That is one thing that i have anxiety about is being a failure. I had an anxiety attack the other day because of this stress. It doesn't help that me and Lindsey are basically the only ones that do anything for Student Council. Have i taken on to much this year? Who knows it kind of feels like it but i would hate to have nothing on my plate, i have to have a challenge but i am not sure i want THIS big of a challenge....

I have been working out lately but this stress is not helping me lose weight, yeah i have lost five pounds but that is not good enough. I want to lose more. I wish i had the genes to just naturally be skinny. I feel like everyone around me is so pretty except for me... ugh. Hopefully in time i will shed pounds like crazy.

I am done complaining for now.