So really haven't blog a lot lately been busy i suppose. So here are some updates Terry and Ashley are having a girl. (: YES!. Paige and I have yet to break or record of how many days we hangout straight, still at 4 but by the end of the summer it will happen! (: Been hanging out with Cody and Paige a lot lately. I'm going to be 16 in 28 days, time for a job soon. Oh my. I Cant wait.
So i went with Ash and Terry to go get their sonogram to see what they were going to have. It was also a check up to make sure that everything was connecting together right and the baby was okay. Luckily everything was fine and the baby was healthy. They told us that the umbilical cord was perfectly attached and the stomach had formed right, this made me feel so good inside. I was born with my intestines on the outside with a whole in my stomach, everyone knows this. Its not genetic its just something that happens, and i know that but i was worried about their baby. I mean yeah i don't have any health problems because of it just when i was born the surgery and regular things after that, but the scars hurt more than anything. I live knowing that my stomach will always be dis formed because of it, i will never look like anyone else, i will never be able to have abs or anything because of scar tissue (not that i have to worry about that because i m not skinny at all but still) I will ALWAYS have big hips because my belly button is higher than everyone else so it makes my hips look huge. I don't mind being unique but its something i think about all the time, its something that i have to look in the mirror everyday. Sometimes i am fine with it, but sometimes i wish i could change it so bad. But i am glad she will never have to go through this.
Well anyways now that i have let out what i needed too, i am going to go clean my messy room. (: text me.
